the blue hour

and then some days I have dreams of weird things…

(via crookedindifference)

i wish there were a way to share with you my utmost feelings. to transfer upon and out and into you my thoughts. some of them lack words b.c words cannot describe them. they are something that floats within me and without grasp. i wish you could know that feel of mine when you are near, other than the words i tell you. words are hard, even more so when i look into your eyes. you take the words from my brain and they pour out into my eyes. they find you when you look into me. they speak to you when we kiss. they are there always, even when you have left. but they lack their motivation. only you bring out their floatiness. only bring forth these feelings that i cant describe. it is you. your eyes, your skin, your lips. all of these imprint themselves upon me and leave me wanting more. how i miss you when you are gone, away.  i sleep to dream of you. i sleep to dream of your arms around me. i curl up in my blankets and tell myself they are you and sing myself to sleep. you are my lullaby. you make me sound. you are the only thing that keeps me tethered. if it were not for you, surely, i would drift off into space. only the cold vacuum would keep me warm. the suns rays would pretend to be my lover and leave me cold in the nite. i would make the sky blue with my tears and shower with my rain. the summer would hold nothing new, only wilting trees and tiring days. i would soak up all i could find and devour adventure. if it were not for you, i would be selfish and never see the light. thank you, for you are here. with me now. and i see warmth. i feel it. i bask in it. and i float. i float on these feelings for you and in my love i have found the greatest of happiness. i have found you. you complete me, make me whole in ways i didnt know i was missing.   

thepenguinpress:

From the General Motors Futurama Exhibit, 1940. Featured in the Harry Ransom Center’s upcoming “I Have Seen the Future: Norman Bel Geddes Designs America” exhibit.

crookedindifference:

Yuri Gagarin, first human in space